Today was my last paper for the prelims. Science paper 1, MCQ, chemistry was harder than physics I think. After the paper went home, changed and was deciding whether to go find the boys. Desmond wanted to go so decided to go together. Herng joined us to nua over there. The boys were funny, Singapore VS malaysia. Stopped playing and nua under void deck. Some went home, some went MT, some stayed to gamble. I stayed until 2+ then went to meet the girls.

Bused to parkway. Jiamin bought her some sort of musical box. Then we started walking around. Saw a very nice dress from ICE. Continued to walked around. Then went to meet my mom to go katong shopping center. Went all the way there, shop was closed. End up cannot do :(

Was raining so cab back to Parkway Parade. Went back to the shop with mom. Spent almose 1h in the shop. Tried on lots of dresses, and finally found one I really like. Suitable for this tue wedding, december wedding and prom night :) Shall post the photo of it tmr bah.

Grab a bite then continued to walk finding a pair of slivery heels to match the dress. But couldn't find. Bought some make-up staffs then father fetched us home. Not sure we are tonning tonight mahx.

I knew this would happen, but didn't know it happened so fast. Maybe you are starting to find me irritating. Or maybe I'm thinking too much again. I'm getting too tired with everythng, love, friends,keeping everything to myself, not being able to be myself. Everytime I try to tell you thngs, the answers I hoped to hear from you aren't the ones I want to hear. Do you ever bother? I tried hard to go back in again. My opinions are either not asked or ignored, my words are ignored. Two people together, another two and I, all alone. Talking about topics I know but I was not involved. I wished to tell you all all dhs thngs but everytime all of you will say tt I'm thinking too much over it or ___ is not lyk tt.

Tears can't stop rolling down my eyes.